I'm always looking for the truth.
Here is my Youtube example which shows how I discovered Einstein's Special Relativity entirely by myself. ( Total, 1 hour and 39 minutes, 9 youtube videos )
See http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKAwpEetJ-Q&list=PL3zkZRUI2IyBFAowlUivFbeBh-Mq7HdoQ